It's Time...Unfortunately
Nov 4, 2013 20:12:40 GMT -5
Post by Brenton on Nov 4, 2013 20:12:40 GMT -5
A long time ago a young man joined this site at the age of 18 years old. He had finished reading the books when they all came out at their individual release dates and always held hope that one day he would find out who he was truly meant to be. Many years he had been on different RP sites learning to post and create characters that made sense. Over that time he made friends and met people who made him feel welcome, became king of the elves, one of the first dragon spirits, a shade, an assassin, a dragon rider, and both a Varden AND Empire sympathizer. This young man never had hatred for any one person on the site and often times felt like he could find some way to make the site flourish. He became a moderator and made his way up the ranks, constantly looking for ways to post whether they be small or large. His friends began to disappear and new ones took their place but it wasn't the same for one friend was the one who made him who he was.
Now after all of that time I have come to realize that feanaro made Brenton who he was and Brenton became a part of me. Because of this it will be difficult to do but it is finally time to end this chapter of my life and give up my old joys. I have friended many of you and been there to help others but it all started when feanaro left us. I had seen it happen and that was the time that I left for awhile, thinking a break was all I needed. At that time we still had many members from before I started. Then I came back and Nepherion was gone as was Rhaxta for the most part. We had lost Ash and Jackie as well as many others. So I jumped back in, reviving Brenton and making this my life again. Brenton grew stronger and lost Vaentr when I lost part of me. He left the Empire when I changed who I was. Then Brenton sacrificed himself to save someone he loved when I lost my grandma and found out my grandpa was dying. It just shows that Brenton is more me than I am him and I don't want to do it but Brenton has a life I could never have. He was the embodiment of who I wanted to be and who I was when I day dreamed about what it would be like in Alagaesia.
Many of you are still here: Emiryal, Quetzal, Vlaer, Silver, and all of you I have come to enjoy posting with when I was here. If it weren't for all of you then I would have never started posting again in the first place. That was a mistake but not a mistake at the same time because it only made me hurt when today came about. If I had to say anything to why I'm leaving then it would be that feanaro, Rhaxta, and Nandon made me see that I have reached my time. I'm sorry everyone but this is how it should be.
Quetzal: You and I never really started talking until Isrydia came along in Brenton's life but in that short amount of time I have realized that you are a great RP member. If I had to do it all again then I would keep everything the way it is now. You never gave up and even when Brenton became obsessive over Isrydia she somehow kept going. It pains me to not see it through with those two but in my mind I can see the two getting past this strange stage and being great friends. Thank you for helping me grow even when you may not have realized you did it.
Vlaer: Well, this is difficult to type because after Nandon, feanaro, and Rhaxta you were my greatest friend on here. Times like our battles together as Ashendale and Nelfarion were wonderful and the time that Brenton actually blew himself up just to be saved was pure joy because it made tears come to my eyes to know that I would've done the exact same thing. If I had anything to say about it then I would be Brenton one last time to name Laetri king for however long you stay. Thank you friend and good luck being on here still.
Silver: You were like one of the people I never really got to know but all of the things I said to help you reach where you are I would never take back. You became a great person and wonderful at posting even at times where Cierra made a fool of herself near Obsidr and Leneith. Good luck and I wish I could be here to still watch our posting go through.
Emiryal: Emi, you were someone that made me realize how Brenton should free himself from the Empire. That post with Murtagh and Brenton at the tomb was what it was because let's face it, everything happens when you remember what you have lost. The friendship between Emiryal and Brenton was interesting as they were the only two riders from the Empire to escape so easily and I wish I could say they would stay friends. In my mind I can see two things happening. Either Brenton would be king with Emiryal at his right hand for the rest of their lives when they beat the Empire or Brenton would dive in front of Murtagh and let Zar'roc slide through his chest to save his friends. Either way it would be something I would do and for that reason I know that it will be real.
Now is the truly hard part to say. I, Brenton Bromsson, king of the elves and friend to many, have come to you saying it is time for me to finally leave Alagaesia for all of eternity. There was no better place than here next to all of you and I wish it didn't have to be this way but it is. One day I will write a story about how this would've ended for Brenton and Grazael. Maybe Eragon will realize that he and Brenton are not to different or maybe Isrydia will be the death of Brenton in that chase after she is possessed. Any way it ends I will send it to whoever inspired it and then possibly get it to Christopher Paolini somehow.
Good bye Alagaesia
Brenton Bromsson
Now after all of that time I have come to realize that feanaro made Brenton who he was and Brenton became a part of me. Because of this it will be difficult to do but it is finally time to end this chapter of my life and give up my old joys. I have friended many of you and been there to help others but it all started when feanaro left us. I had seen it happen and that was the time that I left for awhile, thinking a break was all I needed. At that time we still had many members from before I started. Then I came back and Nepherion was gone as was Rhaxta for the most part. We had lost Ash and Jackie as well as many others. So I jumped back in, reviving Brenton and making this my life again. Brenton grew stronger and lost Vaentr when I lost part of me. He left the Empire when I changed who I was. Then Brenton sacrificed himself to save someone he loved when I lost my grandma and found out my grandpa was dying. It just shows that Brenton is more me than I am him and I don't want to do it but Brenton has a life I could never have. He was the embodiment of who I wanted to be and who I was when I day dreamed about what it would be like in Alagaesia.
Many of you are still here: Emiryal, Quetzal, Vlaer, Silver, and all of you I have come to enjoy posting with when I was here. If it weren't for all of you then I would have never started posting again in the first place. That was a mistake but not a mistake at the same time because it only made me hurt when today came about. If I had to say anything to why I'm leaving then it would be that feanaro, Rhaxta, and Nandon made me see that I have reached my time. I'm sorry everyone but this is how it should be.
Quetzal: You and I never really started talking until Isrydia came along in Brenton's life but in that short amount of time I have realized that you are a great RP member. If I had to do it all again then I would keep everything the way it is now. You never gave up and even when Brenton became obsessive over Isrydia she somehow kept going. It pains me to not see it through with those two but in my mind I can see the two getting past this strange stage and being great friends. Thank you for helping me grow even when you may not have realized you did it.
Vlaer: Well, this is difficult to type because after Nandon, feanaro, and Rhaxta you were my greatest friend on here. Times like our battles together as Ashendale and Nelfarion were wonderful and the time that Brenton actually blew himself up just to be saved was pure joy because it made tears come to my eyes to know that I would've done the exact same thing. If I had anything to say about it then I would be Brenton one last time to name Laetri king for however long you stay. Thank you friend and good luck being on here still.
Silver: You were like one of the people I never really got to know but all of the things I said to help you reach where you are I would never take back. You became a great person and wonderful at posting even at times where Cierra made a fool of herself near Obsidr and Leneith. Good luck and I wish I could be here to still watch our posting go through.
Emiryal: Emi, you were someone that made me realize how Brenton should free himself from the Empire. That post with Murtagh and Brenton at the tomb was what it was because let's face it, everything happens when you remember what you have lost. The friendship between Emiryal and Brenton was interesting as they were the only two riders from the Empire to escape so easily and I wish I could say they would stay friends. In my mind I can see two things happening. Either Brenton would be king with Emiryal at his right hand for the rest of their lives when they beat the Empire or Brenton would dive in front of Murtagh and let Zar'roc slide through his chest to save his friends. Either way it would be something I would do and for that reason I know that it will be real.
Now is the truly hard part to say. I, Brenton Bromsson, king of the elves and friend to many, have come to you saying it is time for me to finally leave Alagaesia for all of eternity. There was no better place than here next to all of you and I wish it didn't have to be this way but it is. One day I will write a story about how this would've ended for Brenton and Grazael. Maybe Eragon will realize that he and Brenton are not to different or maybe Isrydia will be the death of Brenton in that chase after she is possessed. Any way it ends I will send it to whoever inspired it and then possibly get it to Christopher Paolini somehow.
Good bye Alagaesia
Brenton Bromsson
But in all honestly it's nice to see you come back after your one hour vacation.
I'm so glad your staying. I was wondering what I'd do with Emiryal if Brenton poofed along with you!
